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I am on Vacation from Uk In Phuket. All by myself, dreadfully alone and in despare. Why because my civil partner decided to visit family in China who do not know about us , nor him. Who would hate me if they kn ow, he said.
Not to be alone in England and No doubt try ending it again I came away. This ha enforced how Ugly, fat I have become and how I have nobody and how I am a worthless human being. Phuket full of Rude Brutish rude Russians, Thai people nice, especially females to visitors, but do not speak English at all well. Gay "community" everywhere are extremely selfish and only pay attention if one is young and attractive. They take on "No Personal course!"
Found myself looking on web to find a way to kill myself. But finding gas, mask etc not practical. Thinking of a high building to jump from, but few in Phuket.
No Family, No Partner who truly loves me (had not been intimate since 2008, desperately alone, Fat, Ugly, worthless, what’s left, misery too much to live with. Sacrifice myself so my partner can be rid of me and go on seems only right. Gary
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I am on Vacation from Uk In Phuket. All by myself, dreadfully alone and in despare.
Why because my civil partner decided to visit family in China who do not know about us , nor him. Who would hate me if they kn ow, he said.
Not to be alone in England and No doubt try ending it again I came away.
This ha enforced how Ugly, fat I have become and how I have nobody and how I am a worthless human being.
Phuket full of Rude Brutish rude Russians, Thai people nice, especially females to visitors, but do not speak English at all well.
Gay "community" everywhere are extremely selfish and only pay attention if one is young and attractive. They take on "No Personal course!"
Found myself looking on web to find a way to kill myself. But finding gas, mask etc not practical. Thinking of a high building to jump from, but few in Phuket.
No Family, No Partner who truly loves me (had not been intimate since 2008, desperately alone, Fat, Ugly, worthless, what’s left, misery too much to live with. Sacrifice myself so my partner can be rid of me and go on seems only right. Gary
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